In 2010-2012, I was working on a creative project, the St. Hildegard Traveling Exhibit: Journey Through the Senses. I was so passionate about creating this exhibit so that people could experience St. Hildegard’s world and the Living Light that came through her with their own senses. At that time, I worked with several local artists to create pieces such as stained glass, antique maps and wax tablets that embodied the beauty, warmth and power from the life and work of St. Hildegard.

Even though I was dedicated and passionate about creating this dynamic exhibit, I experienced challenges along the way. Sometimes I even thought that these obstacles might stop me from manifesting the entire exhibit!
 
But through accessing my inner strength and remembering to trust in the Divine, I was finally able to move through the challenges, and I completed this exhibit. 
 
Since then, it’s been such a joy to see others be able to enter into the life of St. Hildegard through this sensory experience!  And now, I’m even sharing pieces of it in my online course, Master Your Creativity.
 
Interested in focusing on manifesting your creative purpose in the world through the wisdom of St. Hildegard for our modern times, I am offering a course online, Master Your Creativity. We start on Friday, May 7th! Come and join us! Find out more here . 

What are you being called to create right now so that it can be of service to the world? 
 
Remember, you are a creative being with a purpose. And the world is certainly needing creators these days who can bring new and courageous ideas for healthy change in our communities.
 
Whenever I’m needing inspiration to follow my calling to create, I always remember how St. Hildegard had to find her courage to bring forth her visions into the world at a time when there were many obstacles in her way.

​One of her greatest visions was when she was called to leave her home of 40 years and build her own abbey. St. Hildegard’s commitment to bring this project to fruition was fueled by the inspiring work she saw from St. Rupert in the 7th century.
 
It is possible to manifest your soul’s creative purpose even through obstacles!
 
St. Hildegard lived to the age of 81 following her calling in a time where a typical lifespan was half that! She worked with determination to bring her gifts into the world despite many obstacles.
 
When she was 52 years old, she felt called to leave her home of 40 years and take the courageous step to build her own abbey where St. Rupert’s church on the Rhine River had been destroyed.
 
And yet, she was faced with many obstacles along the way. The monks at St. Disibod strongly objected that she was leaving. Understandable, as several sisters leaving with her meant that the monks’ financial support would too. 
 
Yet, she continued to find her strength to do what she felt called to. And she moved forward. She built Rupertsberg which was a place for her to manifest the Power of the Living Light.

​The early years on the Rupertsberg were difficult ones. Some sisters even left. Still she persevered with the passion she had for the project.  And then at the age of 67, marching forward, she even created a second abbey!
 
Can you imagine if she had given up and never realized these creative dreams that she felt guided to manifest?  What a loss it would’ve been!
 
What are you meant to bring to others at this time? 
 
What obstacle is standing in your way of manifesting and sharing your gifts right now with the world?
 
Are you thinking your idea is not realistic?
 
Or you don’t have the time?
 
Or you are too old to do it? Or something else?
 
How can you move through this obstacle? Can you access your inner strength and trust in the Divine to support you? 
 
Whenever I’m needing to do this, I remember a favorite image of mine of St. Hildegard holding her abbess staff. Her strength and power from within radiate out to the world as she speaks, “God created me… God is also my strength… Through God, I have living spirit.  Through God I have life and movement. Through God I learn, I find my path…” 
 
The Divine is always there to support us on our paths! 

Interested in more support within a community of spiritual creatives to realize your creative purpose in the world through the wisdom of St. Hildegard for our modern times. Master Your Creativity starts in two days! I’d love to have you join me. Find out more here . 

You’ve been given a great gift, an incredible gift – your life – what have you done so far with this one, precious life?  Everything that you wanted to or are you just getting started? 
​
With such inspiring words, Michael Beckwith, spiritual leader and creator of Life Visioning, shares, 
“I believe that you’re great, that there’s something magnificent about you. Regardless of what has happened to you in your life. Regardless of how young or old you think you might be. The moment you begin to ………. (realize) this power within you that’s greater than the world, it will begin to emerge…It will guide you, protect you, direct you, sustain your very existence. If you let it..” – Michael Beckwit

If you enter into a quiet space to reflect on your life’s path, you’ll begin to discover that there’s a divine vision for this precious life  you have and that you have support on that path along the way. 

St. Hildegard, my mentor,  shared, in her 4th Illumination, a vision that we can see as a metaphor for aligning with the radiance that we are as divine beings on our life’s journey. 

“The setting sun and the setting stars should not be bright in my tent, but angelic glory should be. The foundation of my tent ought to be made of topaz, and its structure should be made all of gems. Its stairs ought to be made of crystal and its floor should be gold… I am the living breath which God sent into dry dust.”
And yet, just like us, she had moments when she experienced obstacles on her path.
​
But alas! My tent is full of eyes... I have been attacked and plundered with the eyes and …..completely torn….I was led into another place which lacked any beauty and honor …Those who had seized me, struck me with blows…”

As we quiet ourselves and turn inward, reflecting on our own biography, we begin to realize what we’re intending to be and do in this lifetime. 
 
And when we begin to understand our purpose, we can open ourselves to our own unique path for unfolding that divine vision. 
 
Let me share a practical tool from Michael Beckwith to help you align with the higher vision of your life’s journey. He offers these questions to access the power of visioning in your life.  
 

1. What is the highest vision for me? 
2. What must I become to empower the vision? 
3. What must be released? 
4. What must be embraced? 
5. Is there any other information that I need in this moment? 

I invite you to bring these 5 key questions into your contemplative practices to support you in aligning with the divine vision for your life. 
 
Interested in going deeper and discovering how the stepping stones of your life’s biography support you in aligning with the highest vision for your life’s work. Join my upcoming online course Master Your Creativity where we’ll explore a helpful tool to support you in this work. Limited spaces available, register your interest by emailing Dr Goode-Allen today at:  hildegard@doctorofthesoul.com

​Today, we know that spelt is one of the super grains, an ancient cereal grain. It has been grown and eaten around the world for at least 5,000 years. It has a slightly sweet and nutty flavor and is typically easier to digest than wheat given it contains low gluten content. It’s also higher in protein than wheat and rich with many nutrients such as B vitamins, copper, iron, zinc, magnesium and phosphorus. It’s even beneficial for lowering blood cholesterol and regulating blood sugar levels.
 
St. Hildegard shared about the benefits of spelt long ago and often used it in recipes. She said, “Spelt is the very best grain. It creates a healthy body, good blood and a cheerful disposition.”
 
What a perfect food to use to warm my kitchen and my body on a cold winter’s day! 
 
In the past, I’ve made St. Hildegard’s Joy Cookies with spelt flour often, but recently I wanted to make a nourishing bread to accompany some soup for dinner so, I decided to venture into baking spelt bread. 
 
Oh, so many choices of recipes there are!  But, given the limited time I had that day, I decided on a quick and easy spelt bread without yeast. I adapted the recipe I found to my liking and was very pleased with the results!  Delicious! 
 
This bread is a no-rise bread made with baking soda, not yeast. It has a crunchy crust and a soft inside with that slight nutty flavor of spelt, perfect as an accompaniment to soup. Any left-overs can also be toasted for breakfast the next day.

Here’s the recipe I used:
 
Quick Rustic Spelt Bread
 
Ingredients
3 cups organic light spelt flour
1 teaspoon sea salt
1 teaspoon baking soda
2 tablespoons honey
2 ½ tablespoons extra virgin olive oil
1 cup plus 1 tablespoon water
Instructions
1.    Preheat the oven to 375° F.
2.    In a large bowl, combine the honey, oil, and water.
3.    Combine the flour, salt, and baking soda in a small bowl and add to the wet ingredients in the large bowl.
4.    Mix just until a smooth dough forms.
5.    On a lightly floured work surface, gently knead the bread about 3 minutes.
6.    Form the dough into a round loaf about 6 inches in diameter.
7.    Place it on the baking sheet covered with parchment paper. With a sharp knife, score the top creating a straight line or X shape.
8.    Bake until golden brown and firm to the touch, about 50 minutes.
9.    Let the bread cool for approximately 45 minutes before cutting.
Adapted from a recipe found here.
 
I hope you have a chance to warm your kitchen and your body one day this winter by baking some nutritious, spelt bread!  Enjoy!

If you’re interested in discovering more about the wisdom of St. Hildegard for our modern times, I’ll be offering a course online, Master Your Creativity. I’d love to have you join me. It begins in May and includes 5 modules, one each month. Find out more here.

​What a joy it was to see Kamala Harris sworn in as the vice president of the USA! Truly a historic moment. 
 
The little girl in me was singing with joy. I think of how inspiring it is to have other girls in the United States see that their dreams could become a reality in the future too. As Kamala Harris said after the election results were announced, “I may be the first woman to hold this office, but I won’t be the last.”

Oh, how I would have loved to have been witness to such a moment when I was a little girl!
 
I remember dreaming of being on a stage one day and singing, allowing the power of my voice to reach and inspire others. This idea terrified me, but I still would dream about it! 
 
As I grew older, I held on to my dreams, and I looked out into the world, searching for ways that a young woman could enter, with the strength and power as a woman, and realize her dreams. 

​I soon discovered that there weren’t very many avenues for women to pursue their dreams. Door after door seemed to be shut. As a young woman in my 20’s, I remember my passion for life and how disappointed I was at this realization.
 
One particular moment was very dark. So dark that I even wondered if I should go on living.
 
I’d just returned to New York City after a year of living with the Otomi Indians in Mexico where I had been an active part of a Catholic community. I was completely horrified at what I experienced in the nuns’ attitudes toward the Otomi beliefs. I was enraged at the Catholic Church. How could they be so destructive in the world??
 
I longed for a place where the role of women and even the divine feminine could be expressed fully in the world. I couldn’t find this or even support for it in the Catholic church. My heart was broken.
 
It happened to be that just a short time after my return from Mexico, I attended a workshop led by Matthew Fox at the Marble Collegiate Church on 5th Avenue in New York City. He was a Catholic priest and had just written the bestseller book, Original Blessing.
 
I approached him with demanding questions, fueled with the passion and anger of being a young woman in the world, “What is the deal with the Catholic Church? Why do they teach us to shut down our bodies? To shut down indigenous people? To shut down women? And men also, for that matter? To shut down our creativity?”
 
Surprisingly, Matthew  asked me a question: How do you connect with the Divine?"
 
“Well,” I said very timidly, “I sing.”
 
He replied, “Jeannine, you should check out Hildegard of Bingen.”
 
And so that was the day that my journey with St. Hildegard began. I never would’ve dreamed at that moment in time how important she, as a 12th century woman, would become in my life! My connection to her and all that she manifested in the world has brought such strength and joy in my life over the years. It truly has transformed my life! 

​I soon learned that St. Hildegard, as a woman in the 12th century, was incredibly courageous as she persevered in sharing her visions with the world. This was unheard of at the time! Women weren’t part of the clergy.  Women didn’t preach, speak publicly, or write. Certainly not on topics such as visions from God! And yet, she persevered, mustering her courage, guided by the Divine.
 
In the following years of my life, inspired by what I learned of St. Hildegard, there was a title wave of creativity that flowed, bringing strength, healing, and joy into my life.
 
Today, I’m not shy about the fact that I’m a singer. And yes, I have even sung on stage many times! I also have expressed my creativity in many other ways – tap dancing, writing, painting and teaching. All of this has been a vital and beautiful part of my spiritual path and life.

That’s why I’m passionate about sharing with others about the life of St. Hildegard and her teachings of wisdom that can bring inspiration and direction into our lives today.
 
I’ve gathered some of her most brilliant golden nuggets of wisdom that can help us today and created a course that I’ll be offering in May online, Master Your Creativity.  In this 5-module course, inspired by the work of St. Hildegard, we’ll explore the following:
 

• How to be inspired by life
• That you are a creative being with a purpose
• How to access your inner strength and trust in the Divine.
• That you can heal and transform on your life’s journey
• That it’s possible to manifest your soul’s creative purpose even through obstacles

We made it!  We made it to 2021! 
What an accomplishment to celebrate.  Congratulations! 
I picture St. Hildegard holding her abbess staff. So strong and powerful.  She radiates as she speaks, “God created me… God is also my strength… Through God, I have living spirit.  Through God I have life and movement.  Through God I learn, I find my path…” ​

Picture yourself holding a staff, strong and powerful. Take a moment and consider what created your staff in 2020? How did you find the strength and power to persevere in 2020?
Was it your spirit guides who you called upon? 
The love and support of your family and friends?
Your time spent in nature?
Or time spent in meditation? 
Something else?
Let’s offer gratitude for each and every gift that nourished us in 2020 so that we could arrive in 2021 on this beautiful planet Earth. What a treasure that we’ve been given to be able to continue our work in a new year!
Access a healing song and spiritual practice to open your heart and let your love flow, giving birth to the gifts you can give to the world through your soul’s creativity this winter. 

In this sacred story, we remember Mary, as Divine Mother, as a bridge between the spirit world and earth as she births this child. She allowed herself to open her heart to accept this path of love where she would be the vessel to deliver this divine gift that would bring light into the world. 
 
As we enter into 2021, how can we open our hearts to something new, a new creation that will be birthed in the new year ---something that maybe we can’t even imagine may be a part of our lives on earth?!
 
And what gifts that nourished us in 2020 do we want to be certain to bring with us on our journey into 2021? Let us be inspired by the gifts of the 3 Wise Men!
 

1. Maybe your gold that you carry forward from 2020 to 2021 is love that shines out into the world, upon your new creations this year, upon yourself and upon others. The most valuable and precious gift that radiates from your heart, shining like gold.
2. Your frankincense might be all that came from Mother Nature that supported your health in 2020 that you want to carry into a new year – time in nature, healthy food, the shining sun. For frankincense is a tree resin with healing properties.
3. Your myrrh might be that which sustains you through any challenges that arise – your meditation, prayers, or other spiritual practice.  For myrrh is created from a small, but mighty, and thorny tree.

 
As you head into 2021 and consider the new creations you want to birth in this year, what 3 precious gifts do you want to be certain to bring as nourishment on this journey into a new year?
 
I wish you a Happy and Joyful New Year!  May all of your dreams be birthed and nourished in the new year of 2021!

We did it!  Somehow we made it through 2020. I think many of us are totally relieved to have 2020 behind us. I know I am.
 
Although there are many pieces that we might want to leave behind in 2020, there are several things we’ve learned that’ll be helpful to carry forward into 2021.  Yes, there are! What comes to mind for me are ….

• Slowing down and staying home
• The preciousness of health and life
• The joy and rejuvenation experienced in nature
• The importance of the support of loved ones 

What about you? 

As we begin the new year and the possibility of a brand new start, what can we envision for the coming year?  What seeds have been planted amidst the challenges of 2020 that will ripen and bear fruit for the health of the world in 2021?  
 
I share with you a story by Scott Blum I stumbled across recently that may help you consider what intentions you want to set for the new year of 2021. 
 
I was fortunate to spend time with an enigmatic man named Robert during a very special period of my life. Robert taught me many things during our days together, and this time of year reminds me of one particular interaction we had.
“Now that you are becoming more aware, Robert said to me, you need to begin to set goals for yourself so you don’t lose the momentum you have built.”
 
“Like New Year’s resolutions?” I asked.
 
“That’s an interesting idea,” he smirked. “Let’s do that.”
 
By then I was used to Robert’s cryptic responses, so I knew something was up because of the way his eyes sparkled as he let out an impish laugh.
 
“Tonight’s assignment is to make two lists,” Robert continued. “The first is a list of all the New Year’s resolutions you WANT to keep, and the second is a list of all the New Year’s resolutions you WILL keep. Write the WANT List first, and when you have exhausted all of your ideas, then write the second list on another sheet of paper.”
 
That night I went home and spent several hours working on the two lists. The WANT List felt overwhelming at first, but after a while I got into writing all the things I had always wanted to do if the burdens of life hadn’t gotten in the way. 
 
After nearly an hour, the list swelled to fill the entire page and contained nearly all of my ideas of an ideal life. 

The second list was much easier, and I was able to quickly commit ten practical resolutions that I felt would be both realistic and helpful.
 
The next day, I met Robert. “Tell me about your two lists,” Robert said as the familiar smirk crept onto his face.
 
“The first list contains all the things I SHOULD do if I completely changed my life to be the person I always wanted to be. And the second list contains all the things I COULD do by accepting my current life and taking realistic steps towards the life I want to lead.”
 
“Let me see the second list,” he said.
 
I handed him the second list, and without even looking at it, he ripped the paper into tiny pieces and threw it in the nearby garbage can. His disregard for the effort I had put into the list annoyed me at first, but after I calmed down I began to think about the first list in a different light. In my heart, I knew the second list was a cop out, and the first list was the only one that really mattered.
 
“And now, the first list.” Robert bowed his head and held out both of his hands.
 
I purposefully handed him the first list and held his gaze for several seconds, waiting for him to begin reading the page. After an unusually long silence, he began to crumple the paper into a ball and once again tossed it into the can without looking at it.
​

“What did you do that for?!” I couldn’t hide my anger any longer.
 
Robert began to speak in a quiet and assured voice. “What you SHOULD or COULD do with your life no longer matters. The only thing that matters, from this day forward, is what you MUST do.”
 
He then drew a folded piece of paper from his back pocket and handed it to me. 
I opened it carefully, and found a single word floating in the middle of the white page:
 
                                                                                 LOVE
 
 As we move into the new year of 2021, I hope you are taking with you the most precious jewels that have been born from the struggles of 2020. May they shine their luminosity on your dreams for 2021, imbued with LOVE in the world! 

​When fear comes into our lives, it can overwhelm us. It can imprison us behind the bars of anxiety, making us forget who we truly are.  
 
Have you ever had an experience where fear just seems to overpower you? 
 
Where fearful thoughts and emotions wash over you like a great wave, draining you of all strength and courage?  

Fear is powerful. It can stop you from truly living life. 
 
As a great wave of fear rises, you forget your inner divine strength. You feel tremendous anxiety about the suffering you’re experiencing or what you might in the future. It can totally cripple you, making you unable to move with freedom and joy in life. 
 
You forget the love that exists in your relationships. You forget the beauty and goodness that exists in the world around you. You forget the joy and peace that exists in being in the present moment. 
 
You forget who you truly are. The True Being, the Divine Being, that you are.  
 
Access  free healing songs and discover spiritual practices to break free from fear and let your love flow. The song #9 and accompanying practice "Let Your Love Flow" is especially helpful in working through and transforming fear.

Here’s a story from the beloved author, Paulo Coelho, that inspires us to break free from our fear to find joy and peace in our life’s journey no matter what arises.  
 
A sultan decided to travel by sea with some of his favorite courtiers. They joined the ship in Dubai and sailed out into the open sea.
 
However, as soon as the ship moved away from land, one of his subjects – who had never seen the sea before, having spent most of his life in the mountains – began to be overcome with panic.
 
Sitting in the ship’s hold, he cried, shouted and refused to eat or sleep. Everyone tried to calm him down, saying that the journey wasn’t as dangerous as all that, but although he heard their words, they had no influence on his heart. The sultan did not know what to do, and the fine journey upon calm seas and under blue skies, became a torment for the passengers and crew alike

​Two days passed without anyone being able to sleep because of the man’s cries. The sultan was about to order the ship to return to port, when one of his ministers, who was known for his wisdom, came over:
 
“Your Highness, with your permission, I will be able to calm him.”
 
Without a moment’s hesitation, the sultan said that not only would he allow it, but that he should reward him if he succeeded in solving the problem.  
 
The wise man asked that the man be thrown into the sea. Right away, content because their nightmare was about to end, several crew members grabbed the man struggling in the hold and cast him into the ocean.
 
The courtier thrashed about, sank, swallowed plenty of seawater, returned to the surface, screamed louder than ever, sank again, and managed to surface once again. Just then, the minister ordered for him to be dragged back on board.
 
From then on, no one heard so much as a single complaint from the man, who spent the rest of the journey in silence, and even commented to one of the passengers that he had never seen anything so beautiful as the sky and sea touching on the horizon. The journey – which had before been a torment to all those on board the ship – became a pleasurable, peaceful experience.
 
A short time before they returned to port, the Sultan went to see the minister:
“How did you guess that, by throwing that poor man into the sea, he would calm down?”
 
“Because of my marriage,” replied the minister. “I was always terrified of losing my wife and was so jealous that I never stopped shouting and screaming like that man.
 
“One day she could take no more and left me – and I tasted the terrible experience of living without her. She only returned when I promised never again to torment her with my fears.
 
In the same way, that man had never tasted salt water, and had never known the agony of a drowning man. When he felt that, he understood only too well how marvelous it can be to feel the planks of a ship under his feet.”
 
Letting go of fear and developing a trust in our inner divine nature is not always easy!  It’s a practice of a strong and courageous heart. 
 
We come to realize that we’ll experience joy and sorrow, pleasant and unpleasant events in life. We may even feel afraid. But on this journey, we can always access the strength and courage that lives within the deepest part of our true selves and continue to move forward.
 
We discover that we truly are resilient! We are loved. We are strong. We will survive and even thrive. The power is truly yours to break free from fear and find joy and peace! 

Access a healing song and discover a spiritual practice to break free from fear and let your love flow. ​

​Here’s an excerpt from this powerful, healing song, Let Your Love Flow: 
 
Let your love flow
let the fear go
Let love lead the way
what the heart sees
is your victory
let this be your day
         in the dark times
         let your light shine
         it will see you through
         what the heart knows well
         and your courage tells
         is that you cannot fail
 
like the eagle screaming WILD
like the laughter of a happy CHILD
like the colors PEACOCKS show
show your passion.... cause you’re PRECIOUS gold
 
Like lava SHOOTING FROM THE MOUNTAINTOP

​You’ve got to push sometimes with ALL YOUR MIGHT
you got to GIVE IT YOUR ALL, YEAH!
 
the power is yours... 
to break FREE
to claim your JOY
and be at PEACE

As the winter solstice is here in the northern hemisphere, we can imagine how this time might’ve been for our ancestors in the north long ago - the moment of the longest night and the shortest daylight. There must have been uncertainty and fear that arose, waiting for the return of the warmth and light of the sun. Fear that there wouldn’t be enough food for the rest of the winter, fear that the sun might not return to bring the renewal of life in the spring.  
This longest night of winter was called in some ancient wisdom traditions the “Mother Night.”  It was believed that the Divine Mother nourished the seeds that were resting deep in the soil in the dark earth, so that they would birth new life in the spring. 
Access my healing song and spiritual practice "Let The Love Flow" to dissolve fear and let your love flow, giving birth to the gifts you can give to the world this winter.

​In the Baltic area of Northern Europe, at this time of year, the people of long ago awaited the return of Saule, Mother Sun, who cared for all of life in the world. She journeyed across the skies in her chariot pulled by horses. From a golden cup, she poured out the sun’s liquid light that had been spun of amber golden threads by her, sending warm, radiant rays to the people upon the earth. 

Now, as we approach the Winter Solstice, this darkest time of an unbelievable year of 2020, fear may arise, similar to our ancestors from long ago.  Of course, we better understand that the light and the warmth of the sun will return in the spring, but our deepest fears of living on this earth can still surface during these cold winter days. And in this pandemic time where our traditions that often hold and support us may need to change this year, they may surface even more.  
How can we take the wisdom of our ancestors of long ago and let go of our fears and open our hearts for the liquid sunlight of gold to pour in, giving us strength and warmth at this time of year? 
Our fears often stop us from opening our hearts because we truly believe that they’re real. I’ve discovered over the years that more often than not, fears are illusions.  
 
FEAR is False Evidence Appearing Real. 

1. Take a moment to consider any fears that you currently have. Say it out loud in the following sentence: “My fear ____________________ is not real.” 
I worked with one of my fears this morning, and this is what I said out loud,  "My fear of my friend dying alone and in pain is not real”  
 
2. Next, I invite you to consider what things in your life give you strength. My current list has the following items on it:

• sleep
• singing
• daily walks along the mountains behind my house
• St. Hildegard
• Archangel Michael
• my daily gratitude list
• flowers
• meditation

 
3. Now, it’s time for you to get out your crayons or paints while you listen to the healing song, Let Your Love Flow, that I recorded.  Get it here. Create an image of any fear you’re holding right now. Keep in mind the things in life that give you strength. Then paint/draw the transition of this fear into courage and love!  
Let your soul move your arm and then your hand and finally the crayon/paint brush. Play, play, PLAY while you draw/paint and listen to the song! 
 
Enjoy this experience!  Here are some of the lyrics of the song for inspiration. 
 
LET YOUR LOVE FLOW
music and lyrics by David Sharp
 
The world can be a scary place
when you’re trying to live a dream
it takes courage to keep going
when you feel like you’re going against the stream
 
keep the faith... and hold on
to the power that keeps you strong
 
the walls in your way
are illusions in your path
fear keeps them standing
you decide how long they last
 
Let your love flow
let the fear go
Let love lead the way
what the heart sees
is your victory
let this be your day
         in the dark times
         let your light shine
         it will see you through
         what the heart knows well
         and your courage tells
is that you cannot fail
 
like the eagle screaming WILD
like the laughter of a happy CHILD
like the colors PEACOCKS show
show your passion.... cause you’re PRECIOUS gold
 
Like lava SHOOTING FROM THE MOUNTAINTOP
Like water FLOWING OVER A FALL
You’ve got to push sometimes with ALL YOUR MIGHT
you got to GIVE IT YOUR ALL, YEAH!
 
the power is yours... 
to break FREE
to claim your JOY
and be at PEACE

What images arose for you in your artistic work that show the transformation of your fear into courage and love? Maybe a soaring eagle or a beautiful peacock? Or maybe something else?  Whatever arose for you is perfect and a wonderful image to hold through the winter.  
 
Discover more about the spiritual community coming together (at a distance) starting December 24th for “Bring Spirit to the Holidays: 13 Sacred Nights Challenge” here. 

As the holidays approach and the year 2020 comes to a close, are you feeling sad or anxious about how to honor the holidays in our current pandemic conditions when you can’t gather with others to celebrate?  
Are you searching for how to create a meaningful experience during the holiday season in these circumstances? Are you wondering how to connect with others in a community, even from a distance? 
In this darker time in the midst of the season of winter, we naturally experience a longing to move inward and experience inner peace and deeper soul nourishment. We feel the rhythm of Mother Earth who is breathing in to nourish and renew. We too can turn inward. 
This year, I warmly invite you to join me to participate, as spiritual community, in "Bring Spirit to the Holidays" for the 13 Sacred Nights of Dec. 24th – January 6th and explore together words of wisdom from St. Hildegard that support us today.

As we join together in this sacred experience, you will ….
 

• Feel deeply nourished and have a sense of inner peace within your soul
• Gain deeper wisdom and meaning from this challenging past year of 2020
• Discover the divine messages that give you direction, hope, and purpose for your life’s journey as you imagine the year 2021 ahead
• Connect with other spiritual creatives who will join and support you on this path of discovery 

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​Volmar, St. Hildegard’s friend, confidant, and secretary, was in her life for over 60 years! It’s clear that St. Hildegard greatly valued and appreciated her dear friend who supported and encouraged her. 
 
We see how the steps on our journey are a little easier to follow when we have someone in our community that supports and encourages us. We don’t have to do it alone! 
Join me and our spiritual community this year in Bring Spirit to the Holidays: 13 Sacred Night Challenge from Dec. 24th – January 6th and explore together the wisdom that St. Hildegard offers us today. 
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​Starting on the 24th of December through the 6th of January, I invite you to work with one meditation inspired by St. Hildegard of Bingen per day. As you do this, you’ll also pay special attention to your dreams and write down what you remember each day. You’ll notice if there are any connections between your dreams and the questions asked in the meditations. 
 
You’ll be joining me and also others in this spiritual community who are engaging in this same practice of inner work during the Sacred Nights. You can share your experiences and listen to others share theirs in the private Facebook Group: Live Our Dreams Community.  
Through this journey of meditation and journaling during this sacred time, you’ll come away with a sense of peace and fulfillment as you digest the year that has passed. You’ll be ready to go forward into the new year with sacred guidance and momentum. 

Don’t miss this challenge. It’s only offered this time of year!

As the sunlight dims during the season of winter, we can feel the earth growing quieter and even the plants seem to be resting as snow blankets the earth. It’s a wonderful time to turn inward and kindle our own inner light!

At this darker time of the year, our soul naturally tends to draw us inward seeking the nourishment we’ll discover there. There we can find the Light of the Divine pouring into us and flowing out of our hearts to the world joyously as unbounded love. 
 
This is where our True Being can give birth to gifts for the world through our own soul’s creativity. These are the seeds that are nurtured during the season of winter, and they’ll blossom when the light of spring once again returns. 
 
Access my free healing songs and spiritual practices. The song "Let Your Love Flow" and the accompanying practice will help you let go of fear and open your heart. You will be able to let your love flow through your soul’s creativity, giving birth to the gifts you can share with the world this winter. 

The archangel Gabriel is a spirit guide for the season of winter. He is a divine messenger who guides new birth from spiritual forces into humanity. 

​During this time of Advent in the season of winter, we can remember the story of the angel Gabriel visiting Mary, an archetypal story of new birth coming into the world.
 
One evening, Mary was praying and she saw before her an angel who said, “Hail to you, Gracious One. God the Lord is with you. You are blessed by him.”
 
Mary was troubled by what the angel said, wondering what this meant. 
 
And the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary, because you have found favor with God. You will conceive and bear a son and you shall call him Jesus.”
 
Mary was afraid and said, “How shall that be, as I know not a man?”
 
“The Holy Spirit will come upon you. Therefore, the child who will be born will be called holy, the Son of God.  And behold!  Your cousin Elizabeth is also expecting a child, although she is old, and people say that she can no longer bear a child. For, with God, all things are possible.”
 
Mary rejoiced greatly, and said, “See here, servant of the Lord. Let it happen to me as you have said.” And the angel departed.
 
In this sacred story, we see Mary, as Divine Mother, as a bridge between the spirit world and human beings upon the earth.  Looking closer at the archetype in the story, we can also see that there’s a divine womb or vessel of darkness in which the spark of the cosmic human spirit has been kindled.
 
As Mary hears the words of the angel, she’s confused, troubled, and even afraid.  We notice that the divine messenger comforts her, “Do not be afraid.”  And even reassures her by sharing that she’s been chosen for a special and sacred task. 
 
Although this is a very unusual event in her daily life, with the loving and compassionate words of the angel, Mary lets go of her fear and uncertainty about the situation and opens to it. She accepts this sacred path that is presented to her and agrees to nurture and nourish this spark of life, this new birth, as it’s brought into the world through her.  She extends her trust in the Divine in making this choice. 

​Let us take a moment and imagine Mary in that moment in time. I’m sure she probably felt rather scared and even alone in the world.  She might have thought that she’s not strong enough to handle what may unfold in suffering or pain in the future in bearing this child in such an unusual circumstance. Of course, she could’ve chosen to turn away from this strange messenger, clinging to her fear and anxiety from this unusual visit.
 
Yet, we see how she trusts in the divine message. She lets go of her fear as she receives the warmth extended to her from the divine messenger. She accepts that it’s her divine work in the world and opens her heart to this path of love in which she will bear this divine gift that will bring light into the world. 
 
Today, in this time of Advent, we can learn from the great wisdom in Mary’s actions. We too can release our fear of the future and open our hearts to something new ---something that we can’t even imagine may be a part of our lives on earth!  We can extend our trust in the Divine to guide us, hold us, love us, as our path is revealed to us, a step at a time.  In doing so, we come one step closer to becoming our True Being.

We come to realize that our fears limit our greatness that we are meant to share with the world.  But, when we’re able to open our hearts, we can experience love that’s unbound and expansive. We experience the Divine within us and within the world. 
 
Access my healing song "Let Your Love Flow"and the accompanying spiritual practice so you, like Mary, can open your heart and let your love flow, giving birth to the gifts you can give to the world through your soul’s creativity this winter.